Lets try something different., a reflection .

If you dont wanna read its alright :)

i so long never update ._. but i want it to come alive

because i read something that caught my eye today.

something about character :)

Example, Girl

This girl has a group of close friends, she treat them like brothers and sister.

Friendly and kind girl inside her. When she has enemy, she treat them especially good.

But when shes out, she make everything in her world very dark. She creates a mess.

Makes her sibling cousins cry alot. hurt herself, does immoral stuff.

People can be stingy sometimes, because they want people to be happy not themselve.

They just want to have favourable friends, not enemy, not a broken hardship for the person.

A normal human being will change sometime.

A normal human being will feel hate, love, jealousy and lust .

I find that people who is being treated badly sometimes is because they dont really like the people around, not hate, just dislike them. They sometimes feel normal on the outside. but if its a emotional creature, the person might have a hardship and pain on the inside.

I personally think enemy can change in 360 degress. They maybe mean but you might miss out some good points in their life. Enemy will come by someday in a normal human being's life. If a normal human being doesn't meet before a enemy, the person is not weird, they just dont open up much, and people might label them as emo. But their not. Emo and weird are different things. Emo is people not being shy but brave and alway think to himself,' i wanna kill myself, life is not worth it .' These is called the word emo. Weird is a totally different thing, it can be bazaar, it can be freaky. Weird maybe its just not normal thats all. Back to the topic enemy. This so called enemy might be once your friend , They betrayed you or they dont support you, you call them enemy. Enemy is a harsh word, even if you don't think it is.

A normal human being, meets friend that you cherish alot, and once that friend backstabs you. You start to change yourself not your friend.

My mother once told me before, ' If you ever hate a person on monday, Tuesday, you should start to stop hating. If not, You'll feel bad and worst. Even if its your enemy, everyone is human being. Every human being will do something wrong. So forgiving is the best option, so that you can feel lighter at heart and you will start cherishing then.' I remembered clearly .

Means change or cycle. If people ask you to change something of yourself, Try to change it. It might take forever but its worth a try. Cause you might not know you might have alot of friends coming closer and closer to you. Till you feel their your family, their inseparable.

Jarin.