Saturday, July 24, 2010 @ 6:44 PM
ndp ndp you ndp ndp.
Yesterday's Ndp show was normal.Joel got interviewed, disturbed him .
Went loco with Ping at singing.
Scream our heads off, still said we never sing,
so during LCD, went screaming my lungs out till i no voice ,
and tried speaking properly, my voice cracked.
Ping say my Face and cheeks always twitch if i keep smiling , wtf :\
Went totally silence, because someone is sick.
and still thinks i never care him that much.
I really felt like taking a sharp object and injure myslef,
But i controlled. ughh, i hate myself.
Maybe i should relieve my pain with piercing during november holidays.
Jeez, i really feel like piercing.
Had a heart to heart talk with mother on friday,
Made me cried so badly and hard,
i think im traumatized by her saying about her dead father.
Life during the old days was simple.
What i learned from her is that,
When life has a problem, Try to solve it, you will feel better.
If you still cant solve it, you must throw it off your back and next time find a better solution.
And Life is always a roller coaster ride,
you will fight with friends,
You will fall in love,
You will have a moment of your life time,
You will Cry at the worst,
You will be lonely,
Life is so difficult,
The time when must be independant is when your alone.
You learn alot of life long stuff.
